T.A.R

lately, i’ve been going to bed wishing and hoping that the next day will bring something new or exciting into my life. that will open my eyes to something wonderful. so far i’ve been let down. but there’s always tomorrow.

i’m still hopeful, i just don’t know how much longer i can wait.

i really don’t enjoy being brought back into reality. let me be in the clouds.

IB:

• social life
• good grades
• sleep
  

you may only choose two.

i am really starting to freak out. this year is turning out to be a lot more work thatn i expected it to be. i have SO much stuff to do. and the fact that i’m failing half my classes already doesn’t help.

haven’t really actually ‘updated’ in a while.

not too much to say though.
school is getting tougher and tougher it seems, i actually have homework to do this year. which makes me sad, but i’ll get through it.
school is also fun too, i’ll admit i do enjoy school. it’s fun. i can handle the teachers and the work. no big deal.

so aside from all the school stuff, beau’s been going pretty well lately.
i’m not able to ride as much as i was in the summer which makes me sad but i still manage to get in three or four or more rides a week. although today he lost another shoe AGAIN. and he won’t get another back on until friday. ugh, i don’t know what i’m going to do with him. he’s just going to live in bell boots now, even if he hates them.
our next show should be starting to come up and then after the season he’ll be going up for sale. andi may already have one of her students interested in him, but she hasn’t gotten a chance to really talk to her yet. i think she may come and watch a lesson sometime though. so that’ll be good.

this weekend me and lindsey are house sitting for andi. and i’m pretty stoked. it’ll be fun to live with my buddy with no parents! haha andi’s house is amazing too. i love her barn, even if it isn’t the biggest barn in the world, it’s so organized and clean and put together. it’s really nice i love it. that should be super fun.